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why on earth such accounting stuffs exist!! consolidation blah..

so now that im already sick of studyin i decided to write things on my mind..parent acquired subsidiary’s shares at xxx cost. at the date of the acquisition, the equity is made up by share capital xxx, retained earnings xxx..for godsake, thats not whats on my mind actually..

ok today after i finished workin, i decided to jz have a lil window shoppin at david jones, n i saw this cute nail polisher, so irresistable n i ended up buying it..then when i walked back home i passed this target shop n i saw few western teenagers, i think they’re like 12 years old, sittin on the floor right at the front shop taking pictures..i went like "errr, thats what u call narcis", they’re taking picture as no one was lookin at them n yet there were old couples sitting on the bench thats located just at the front where those teens were taking pictures..i bet they also had the same reaction as mine..conclusion: speechless..

then before i walked out the centro, i felt like having nandos chips, though im workin there, i dun expect they’ll give the chips for free..so i juz spared few dollars in my pocket so i cud easily take it when i wanted to pay rite..but turned out when i arrived, it was way too busy at nandos. n again i didnt expect that i wud be served at the front line..instead i juz let myself wait n let the other customers placed their orders..my intention was as a customer though..i asked my manager whether he wanted me to help him n he said no..n i did so..moreover i was not comfi taking out the plated with not wearing my uniform. n again, HULLO i was a customer n i voluntarily offered him a help. n even if he said yes he wanted my help n i said no, i had that right..

ok to cut the shit short, he complained at the end of the day, he said, i was not supposed to ask juz did it n even he said no, me knowing it was busy i was supposed to help..n i said, excuse me, u said u didnt need my help, how on earth i cud read ur mind. he refused me paying for the chips. but im not a person that took advantage in every lil possibility so tho he refused, i left my money there. n i paid FULL price. me when im workin, i give discount to ppl that are workin in the centro..but me im workin there n i paid the full price, should he thank me?

its not such a big deal actually..the thing is i like the manager a lot n u know when u like someone but turns out they do something that hurts u, its kinda ure bein betrayed..i said that to my boyfriend n he went, u should hv called the boss n told him how rude the manager was cz however i was the customer n i deserved to be treated as one..but yea, i forget i forgive..lol..thats what my manager always tells me..so ill juz forgive him n forget whats happenin tday..

ps: i remember someone old once said to me, that lies will lock up with truth the only key..but i was comfortable n warm inside my shell..n cudnt see this place, wud soon become my hell..so is it better to tell n hurts or lie to save ur face..well i guess the answer is dun do it in the first place.

taaaa

eeeeee.. i was about to write this blog in chinese or korean or japanese bcz i think it’s gonna be cool…when, hardly anyone understands it..lol..eeee why english instead of indonesian? sure i can speak Indonesian ‘cz im INDONESIAN..butttttt, writing in english simply bcz im more comfortable to express what exactly i wanna say..abis kalo di indo jadi aneh, ga nyambung n nda enak dibaca..wkwkwkwkwk

hmm been ages since i came to this blog..for some reason ths blog became a friend that i could talk to abt everything..it’s like my imaginary friend..i didnt know abt imaginary friend before ‘cz back in Indo, there is no such thing..

i havnt got to my point yet..why? bcz i dont know what to say T.T i know, the title seems cool..its actually a title of rock song as well..by melissa something..

seriously, should we make everday such a day that we’re proud of? something that’s memorizable? come on (with typical Heyton’s style).. how on earth could u possibly memorize every single thing that happens in ur life right..but i got the idea here..if u think uve done nothing ure proud of, then u can make a plan..still..the end of the day, human plans n God is the one that defines..so is it important to make a plan? OF COURSE u dumba**..only f**cking retarded dont know how to dream n make a plan..we live becz we have a dream..isnt that right? arent i cool?

(*hmmph) every minute counts,but why do i still feel like 24 hours are not enough for a day..not enough to have a proper sleep (yea if u say 10hr sleep for an old baby is APPROPRIATE), not enough to watch ur fav shows, movies..ENOUGH to work, but again after u come back from work, hixx T.T not enough for having dinner, watch dramas, having snacks..IM RUNNING OUT OF TIME..morning is already come!!!

ouch* tomorrow im having a group assessment..for another job..when the heck will i be satisfied with what im doing..(it’s a pain in the arse) but geezz tell u the truth, NEVER EVER EVER EVER work at Nando’s The Glen..the manager n the owner always think that ure not good enough..they are stressed..expecting new people, unexperienced, to straight away be able to work as if uve been working for ages..u know what i mean..they hv high standard for each one n dont give a f**k abt u giving ur bestest..BEUHHHH..but neway, abt the assessment tomorrow..i dont really care now..im not expecting much..i’ll juz give my best shot..n if i dont get the job..it’s not the end of the world rite..HOHOHOHOHOHO

now that im done babbling..im going to sleep..maybe..maybe not..

TAAAAA

so here is me again..but first of all i wanna apologize to bestest friends who gave me testimonials already but havent got back to ya all..its juz bcz my life has turned so differently..i, well, juz become more busy perhaps..so hopefully through this blog i can represent how much i love u guys n really i dont mean to ignore everyone..

huuuhhh, tough job i have now..everyday is really a different one and i learn so much from this..and yea i have so many experiences as well not to mention great new friends which are also annoying..but anyway, i cant help it can i

it’s good when im making a sale..well not really..maybe before i felt like that..one sale a day already satisfied myself..but now..ive been working at this field for almost a month but feels like no progression yet..i feel like im useless and im obviously not for this job..im getting sick of this job day by day..but my manager make me stay..he told me so much things about being patient and blah blah blah..and maybe friends i have here n fun i have during the roadtrip are the only things that make me still doing this job..but..really..doing this job for me is like a nightmare..not only use my strength but also mentality..

hmm i juz hope that every single day will be much better

Before i was thinking it would be much easier if I work because i simply do the tasks which have been given..no need to stress in the exam season n not to mention how ull be freaking out when result is coming out. so yea..is started the journey today..this is my first day working..actuallymy observation day but then my trainer somewhat believe in me that my observation is just gonna take ouple of minutes and ill absorb much already that he decided im gonna knock the door straight away this day..so i didnt expect that it would be a very long journey and will be an annoying task to do..’cz many collagues have convinced me that it would be not so hard to make a sale..they also told me that ppl mostly do make sale in their first day..it put more pressure on myself now..

so yea.. i started knocking the doors and none was home..but i remembered my friend telling me not to give up when uve knocked heaps doors and no answer yet..keep going..well basically what he said is what we have to do as well in this life..keep going no matter how hard it is ‘cz at the end of  day ull be so glad that uve gone through it successfully..i did make sale but i didnt think it was bcz of my effort..it was just coincidence that i knocked someone’s door who had been looking for chance to help the poor..so without me doing representation she agreed to sponsor this kid..n that time was 6pm..after 4 hours walking n hardly got anything..so yea..God, thanks for blessing me ^^ i know it was YOU that gave me such supporter

n i learn new things as well..that! not to judge the book from its cover and whats inside the cover..read it and ull know definitely what kind of book it is..’cz this amazing man, he doesnt have a good appearance and when he first talked to me with his thick Indian accent, i hardly could follow him..but u know what surprised me? he has made the most sales among others and WELL DONE to him..really.i was thinking that he was nothing but I know that I completely wrong..He’s done a great job n still humble saying it was just his luck..but i know its not..he put heaps effort into this job

n me? i apparently will end up looking for another job..i juz cant put up with this thing anymore..ive been walking throughout the day but the payment is so low..well yea basically bcz i didnt make much sales..hmm tomorrow going to road trip..hope its gonna be better than today ^^

so is 11.46 pm now, ive juz had my breakfast+lunch+dinner..i didnt have anything this mornig and got no time either while i was knocking the door..so if i let myself keep working there..ill probably lose like 20kilos at the end of the day..

so cheers

All the best for u guys (and i indeed tell u, earning money is hard when u hv no experience,’cz u need to be willing to do any dirty works t survive in this competitive world and dont feel happy ‘cz ure spending ur parents’ money ‘cz those money comes from millions of sweat (ewwwww))

Kayanya..goretan kepaitan itu masih tersisa..

Terlebih perlakuan dia belakangan ini..

Gue muak sebernernya..

Ga pernah berfikir yang mana lebih baik diantara mereka..

Semua sama..semua egois..tapi masih bilang persahabatan yang terpenting..

Gue walaupun bilang that I would be fine..ternyatanya engga..

Ini yang dinamakan temen? Bullshit!!

Mungkin disaat lu terbuang dan tersakiti.. lu baru ngerasa bahwa lu ga bias sekuat sekarang..

Gue bener2 ga ngerti pikiran bitch..ga sedikitpun ngerti..

Dan gue benci.. gue benci karena lu seneng.. gue benci karena lu bahagia..

Gue masi inget gimana lu larang gue untuk coba dapet sedikit kebahagiaan..

Tapi sekarang gue baru sadar kalo lu tuh yang sebenernya mupeng..

Dasar!!

Buat yang berinitial T.N (dya nda ada d friendster, jadi ya jangan ngerasa)

After been such a long time, I, eventually, got time to post another blog. Not trying to create the best one ‘though, as long as make you stand to read this till the last part, it’s enough.

Don’t really want to talk about love. Just as my cousin said "there is something more in this life than just merely love". But maybe true, love is just one little part of life and is not going to ruin our days if we are not so into it. Not necessarily mean we do not need love, we are human and surely we do need love but what I mean is love between me and ‘him’.

How to make life worthwhile is a vital part after all, as it’s just once in a life and apparently we cannot turn back the time. Life, indeed, can be seen from two points of view, which are, obviously, negative and positive. It is easy just to complain about bad things happening around, rather than understand that it is part of life and regardless we want or not it MUST happen and we cannot slow down or even run away. All Im trying to say is, all those bad things must happen in life, not meant to test us, but more than that, is to make us grow.

Why in this life there is someone deciding to suicide because of being left by his/her par partner, yet, from another side of the road, can just take it easy? Maybe that is what maturity is and is a by-product of crappy things we have experienced. Dude, thank goodness for all those bad things then. So now, rather than complaining and blaming God for what have been happening in your life, enjoy it and thank later. Im not trying to say that live a life is an easy job and is all about having fun. Some might be able to do so but it turns out does not work on me. Not everyone is the same and instead no pain no gain. Isn’t it true?

Again, life is just like a wheel, sometimes we are at the top and sometime at the bottom. We will neither be at the top for eternity nor the reverse. And it, apparently, is true.

Ps: hope is all good with you and this little crappy blog can, hopefully, be an inspiration for anyone of you.

Cheers,

Natalia.

Im writing here as the happiest girl ever in this world at this moment. I promised to testify God soon after ive got my result..n the result was juz so amazing for me..its still beyond my imagination that I could got that score..but that is God..He is always amazing for me..i got more than I expected for the score..even tho I juz spent the whole 6 days b4 I did the test.. I know this is not my own power that I could reach the score..bcz last time I relied on my own strength to do this test, n it was so disappointing.. now I have no more doubt abt God.. He will make a way for me where there seems to be no way.. n I hv to admit that all my efforts means nothing without God’d interference..

Guys, I know some of u perhaps feel sicken of reading this..n I dun want to force u to believe whom I believe..but for me, He is my guidance..im nothing without Him..all I want to say finally..Praise Lord for what Uve done so far in my life..

Thanks to my beloved Dad

it’s been 3 days since the new year..i hope its not too late to write a blog..first of all i wanna thank God for giving us such a lovely weather on the new year’s eve..such a wonderful night, altho our bros n siss in Thailand got accident, but i hope its not a signal for the year ahead..leave the revenge on God pals..

secondly, (doesnt it sound like IELTS writing test?! whatever) i want to commit to myself that i will be a better Nat in the years above..no more pathetic Nat..i will try to give thanks in every circumstance..i commit not to make life complicated myself..because sometimes i always complain abt life..come On Nat..life is hard already, dun make it even harder..

on the whole..lets make this year bright..start ur day with smile, ‘cz it affects to ur whole day..i guess so..haha..

Happy New Year 2007 everyone..

i should have realised that i did need her..i should have loved her more, before its too late..now that im realizing all affection she gave to me, i have no chance to reply it back..i miss her so much now..frankly, i need her to support me at the moment..but somewhat, i feel she is so far away from me..maybe, she is happy now, no more misery, i should be happy for her..im selfsish, arent i??i want her to be here..at least, could i juz feel she is hugging me?? former, she always gave me kiss before she went out somewhere..n i, always demanded her to buy some things when she got back, n thankfully she never approved all the stuffs i asked..bcz she knew exactly what the best for me, what i needed..i once went together with her to a shop, n i saw such a beautiful tshirt in the shop, n since then i kept insisting her buy it for me, until she fed up n, tarram, finally she bought it for me..i had been wearing it for 4 years, more perhaps, altho the color of the shirt is fading away, n almost tigh..i left it at home..i wish somehow, ppl at home still maintain it for me..the one which has pooh picture on it..ok?!

thx

hi pals..im here writing to say thank u so much for yall who remembered my bday..its fine being late greeting me..’cz sometimes i forget as well, well thats even worse i know..

i also would like to say sorry for ppl who sent me sms but i didnt reply..im running out of balance..i still have $10 n i will have to keep it until next year..wow i know pretty hard..but..i’ll try..so gomene i didnt reply..im a bad friend, arent i T.T

umm last but not least..im 18 years now..old??i know..there r some things im going to do n not going to do..

i want to share..but not now..having class

so..

to be continued